hurts after hurts *

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

recent pics . hahaha . me and th "nabuey" ! hahahaha .

SCREAMED at Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Sunday, July 11, 2010

I know you readers missed me right , cos i have not been updating my DEAD blog for like , so long ?! Hahaha . damn busy lahs nowadays . tsktsk .

Currently im at th lan shop using th comp while waiting for Jonas tuh get ready . meeting her at bedok inter later on ... gonna go down woodland tuh meet Christabel for a movie at Causeway Point . haha , memories . should be watching BloodPledge later with them bahs . LOL .

I'm so so so happy tuh say that i have totally given up on Cassandra lerhs :) hahaha . just that im still concerned abt her lahs . LOL . but , nevermind , friends' care and concern is very NORMAL ((: hahahaha . im so happpyyyyyyyy ~!

i have moved on with someone else . shan't say who that girl is right here and right now . becos , as you know , there are too many KPOs in univited guests busy-bodying abt my life . so understand argh ! friends who are close tuh me , i guess you guys know more than whats updated here bahs . so i no need say too much here also lahs . just a brief detail abt whats gg on in my life now will do . LOL . nowadays , not really active in honging and fooling around lerhs . becos sch work is drowning me like crazy . th timetable sucks now ! OMG ! cannot blame also lahs . Nlvl mahs . thats why my hw like FREE FLOW like that derhs . HAHAHA . so weekdays have been gg tuh sch and staying in th library for hours aft sch tuh complete my damned pile of HW . TORTURING mans ! arghs ! i tink this kinda sch life can really drive me crazy mans . HAHAH . im starting my nonsense again , see . all thanks tuh my that bloody timetable and HW , that drove me tuh become what i am now ; CRAZYYYYYY ~LOLOLOLOL ~ hmms , though nowadays derhs sch days are really damned mother fucking busy , but but but , i have been meeting CT aka MY MRS CHONG everyday this week . LOL ! oh gosh , im starting tuh speak nonsense again liaos . too high liaos , cannot blame lahs . HAHAHA . ytd tonned with Jonas and MY MRS CHONG at my house area . until today , pei my MRS CHONG tuh go for her hairwash at a salon . LOL . then pei her tuh a temple tuh settle her stuffs . then went back home tuh do some spring cleaning damned tired ! havent been slping for more than 24 hours lerhs lehs , all thanks tuh my HONEH and MRS CHONG ! LOL ! and tmr im schling , but im still gg for a movie later with my beloved MRS CHONG and of cos my sweetically dashing HONEH ~! hahahaha ! dont care me , i abit zao sua already . HAHAHAHA ! wait for this jonas till gg crazy lerhs lahs . hahaha . MY MRS CHONG's bday is coming and i got some sweet lil things for her . hope she will be happy (: actually my MRS CHONG has once disappointed me and we quarrelled on Thurs (8/7/10) when me , HONEH and MRS CHONG went for seesha session at bugis . but aft that we okays liaos and i decided tuh give her th LAST chance , hope she will not jeopardise it again ! (: i know i should put some faith in her . i will try tuh . dunno why , some times , i just cant feel that she loves me . and im not sure whether i love her or not , but i know even if i do , i was too ego tuh even whisper a "iloveyou" tuh her in her ears . yes , IM VERY EGO ):

MRS CHONG , i know that we both do not trust each other becos of one reason or th other . but i hope you know how hard im working on things betwn us , becos i want tuh be with you , i want tuh love you , no matter how others gonna look or say abt us . i just wanna be with you . but i know now it isnt th right time yet . becos neither you nor me is ready . just wanna tell you , every time i hug you in my arms , im always so unwilling tuh let go . i know i have never tell you how i feel towards you , becos you know , im too EGO and lacked th courage tuh do so , JUST LIKE YOU ! we are th SAME , HOT tempered and EGO ! hahaha . thats why i will start tuh believe you are th right one . hehehe . Dun you ever leave me ! if not i sell you tuh bangla and let them cook you in th curry . hahaha . I LOVE YOU lahs my ONE and ONLY MRS CHONG ( for now is one and only lahs , in th future is one in th MANY ! LOL ! PEACE ! )

shall end here lerhs . jonas is finally on th way tuh meet me lerhs . shall blog in another day yeahs ppl ? take care everyone ! smile !

SCREAMED at Sunday, July 11, 2010

Saturday, June 26, 2010

hahaha . thats my recent pic . LOL .

SCREAMED at Saturday, June 26, 2010

today 260610 . SUPPOSINGLY its our 1yr liaos derhs . aiyahs also say its supposingly liaos . sighs , time really flies mans . LOL .

nowadays have just been busy working , went tuh Zirca last wed with Jonas , Syikin , Aqiem , and Keane , and saw quite some of my frens there too . LOL .had a great time there mans . :D currently im in love with Tecktonik dance . so cool mans . LOL . i want tuh learn lahs , but im still waiting for ppl tuh teach me . LOL . im finally moving on liaos . hehe . without that ass . im moving on with some other girls liaos . and im after malay girls now . tired of chinese girls liaos . Hahahaha . finally huh ?! cos , guess thats what i should do right now , if not i will never be able tuh walk out of her . thats me , thats my way of moving on and forgetting abt her . i dont care what others gonna tink of me , cos i dont need anyone's opinion of me , I NEED NO ONE NOW . get lost if you dislike me , or anything that im doing right now . im PERFECTLY FINE with it . :D hehehe . dont come and bother my life , becos you noe i wont give a hoot abt yours . TYVM . sch reopening soon ! and gonna chiong Nlvl liaos ! OMG . th hell's gate is opening soon liaos ! have tuh go back tuh my schooling life , which is :

wake up early in th morning at 6am , carry heavy bags tuh sch again , remain seated in th class and listening tuh those boring tchers speeches when you dont really understand a fuck sometimes . wahs , sians ! worst of all , NO NIGHT LIFE , NO CLUBBING ! shagggggzxzzxz !

BORING life , thats what i will describe my schooling life . NO LIFE . Arghs ! cant enjoy what have been enjoying for th past 3weeks . sians lahs ! looking forward tuh my NOV - DEC holidays , gonna enjoy till i drop ! whoohooo ! LOL ! shall end here lerhs bahs . sorry that i dont update often and even when i update , i dint update much too . hahah . have been busy working and seldom use comp . sorry readers ! :D catch me on fb instead , cos maybe i will be more alive there ?! cos i use iPhone more often than comp mahs . and iPhone cant update blog . so , hope you guys understand ! :D take care everyone ! wish me good luck for my Nlvl yeahs ? thanks !! ^^

SCREAMED at Saturday, June 26, 2010

Thursday, June 10, 2010

wahs , finally finished uploading . damned lazy tuh upload pic these days . LOL .

SCREAMED at Thursday, June 10, 2010

hey here tuh update lerhs . everything is FUCKED up now . down with tons of probs . Friendship , Family , Money , RS , basically everything . holiday wan enjoy also cannot . so many shits happened . FUCKED UP . i dont wanna care anymore . jst fuckit with everything . i just wanna enjoy my holidays . sch reopen liaos jiu cant enjoy lerhs . Zzz . tell you guys a gd news , im finally over her ! happy rights ? cant say don love liaos , but just let go lerhs . TOTALLY ! heh heh . its like FINALLY can ! LOL . now just wanna focus on my work , and night life . today ladies night , yet didnt have tuh mood tuh club due tuh some shits happened just now . shan't post much here , if not sure will have kpo come and ask this and that . so irritating . aiming tuh go clubbing next wed nite . hehe . cant wait mans ! omg , these days , im so short tempered , and my vulgarities are like FREE FLOW . asshole . i dont like lor ! so sorry guys , whoever , if i have been impatient or harsh ! thanks tuh that bitch ! fucker . oooops , sorry ! searching for th old Emerson back again . Shags . wahs , that JERVINE SOTONG CHAN kip commenting on my photo album and photos . make me so busy go reply . asshole . STOP IT MANS BOWLFISH !!!!!!! on my nerves ! im so tired lerhs , entertaining those comments on my album and pic . told you lerhs , ppl nowadays are damned kpo . post pic at fb niahs then can comment till like fuck . Grrr . I MISS MY MITANG ! gonna meet her up soon :D take care . tired lerhs . update again soon . :DD

i cant deny , i still love you , after everything that i've gone through . and its still painful tuh know that you got yourself a new bf . however , th pains are still bearable . for this , im thankful .

This friendship , You , are such a letdown . and i wont let it bother me anymore .

SCREAMED at Thursday, June 10, 2010

Sunday, May 30, 2010

LADY GAGA!!! yeahs mans . she Rocks th World . :D Gorgeous ? Hot ? Speechless ? I'm just Hypnotized by Her . @.@

SCREAMED at Sunday, May 30, 2010