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Sunday, May 23, 2010
Since th day i lost you ,
I didnt know what else i could do
Beside waiting and dreaming that you will return .
Even after i clearly know that its pointless and that you will never return ,
I'm still so stubbornly waiting .
It wasnt your fault that im hurt now
I can blame no one .
This is th cruel fact .
I'm just lying tuh myself and refusing tuh accpt th Fact
that you will never be back .
Tuh see you happy ,
Thats my greatest wish .
I can ask for no more .
So now im letting go .
Watching you walk away with your new Straight life .
I wont come in your way ,
I wont breathe a word .
I'm just shutting my eyes and forcing myself tuh leave .
Keeping all th pains in my heart .
I will let go of my hand ,
I will stop holding onto you .
Maybe I will need time ,
Tuh let this Love erase .
I'm at lost .
Ppl say "If you love someone , set her free ."
But they never say what tuh do ,
When She doesnt come back .
You are th key tuh bring genuine laughters into my life now .
Teach me how tuh laugh from th bottom of my heart without you , Baby .


She told me today , that she wanna turn straight . I really wanted tuh ask her tuh stay , but i know clearly that she wont . I can feel it , its breaking . but its still alive , suffering those pains . Now , i'm just waiting for it tuh be gone . I dont know how long it will take , all i can do now is tuh wait . I wanna move on , i really do . becos i cant live this way . its killing me deep inside .

Went for Sher's chalet just now aft work , and im dead beat . Arghs ! Just got back home only . and im blogging in lerhs .th chalet was quite okays lahs . at least i know almost everyone there. more SGH girls . laughs . but i was so pathetic , squeezing with Jervine , Ahwyn and Monkey on th same bed . wahs . cant evern get tuh slp a wink . shagggggsssss . but jervine kena disturb by me and Monkey . Laughs . cos she slp beside me and Monkey . and she is th only girl . LAUGHS . *evil* Monkey unhooked her bra . laughs ! kelian derhs Jervine kena molested . hahahahas . but i innocent ahs , i dint even touch her luhs . LOL . i so decent , where will anyhow anyhow touch touch ppl derhs . =X yeahs , im good boy . laughs . ate alottttttt at th chalet . hotdogs lahs , corn lahs . omg , im gaining weight lerhs lahs !!!! no no no , no more eating for today liaos . im gg crazy , eat so much . now i wan go weigh myself i also scared siahs . Grrr . cfm gain weight derhs luhs . arghs ! im gg crazzzzzyyyyyyyyyyy ! shall end here lerhs . havent even bath yet . gonna go and have a good bath and then head tuh my lalaland lerhs . my bed is waiting for me lerhs . laughs . take care peepos . buhbye . :D
SCREAMED at Sunday, May 23, 2010