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Friday, January 1, 2010
Yesterday,
went drink aft work with my colleagues at Tamp. drank Carlsberg and Absolute Vodka. Omg , it was a miracle that i wasnt even drunk aft mixing liqour and beer. hahas. just that my head was heavy and was very hyper till i went back home lerhs still shout here and there. hahas. reached home at abt 3plus AM. but before that i sent Anna home first lahs. wahs , she very power siahs. vomited in th cab. luckily th cab driver got plastic bag if not , selamat lahs ! hahahas. ytd quite boring lahs. work and work. drink and drink. and slept at 4AM. Zzz. thats abt it.

Today,
woke up at 8AM tuh wake Anna up cos she has tuh work at 10AM. after that i went back tuh slp. hahhaas. then 9plus , when Anna otw tuh work , she called me and i was stil half aslp when i was toking tuh her on th phone. i just answered her "hmm , arghs " only. hahahas. tired lahs , cant blame me mahs. hahahas. after that , woke up at 1 plus PM and went tuh have me lunch , then slept back again till 4 PM , then wake up and bath. then went tuh fetch Anna from work. she ended work at 6 PM. then bring her go eat , slack , and sent her home. so here i am , again , blogging in.

NOWADAYS ,
LOVE=
messed up. heart is still not stable even though my mind has already been made up , that i wanna be with my Romance. i do miss her , but.. idk how much i love her , or rather , do i REALLY love her. sighs. My love for her can be felt at times , but at other times , it cant be felt. i really dont noe what tuh do. taking things slowly perhaps?

FRIENDSHIP=
currently on th way tuh losing one of my brother , th one who i have always trusted and who is closest tuh me. for a week , she has not been returning my calls and replying my msgs. when i dont even noe whats gg on , why she is angry with me , what wrong did i do , or rather , have i really done smth wrong?? i tried tuh recall back what i have done , but i still cant figure out what wrong have i done. i just wondered , why must she kip everything tuh herself if she is unhappy with me , or what i did , why cant she just tell me off , confront me , straightaway. why must she drag until now , then slowly let me realise her drifting away from me , just why must she handle this ting this way? if im really a brother of hers , why cant she just be straightfoward with me? must wait till i realise th changes in her , when OTHERS noe what went wrong btwn me and her , when i noe nothing , until i kip trying tuh msg her , then she say wanna meet me up and tok abt it? Yeahs , tmr i meeting her tuh tok abt it , whatever th prob was. frankly , i was very anxious , what is th prob btwn me and her? i have never encounter frenship prob like this , and this is th first time. becos , usually if ever a fren treats me like this , i would just fuck care. but she is a brother who i really treasure and appreciate , and i wouldnt want tuh lose a fren like her. oh God , just what went wrong btwn us? just tell me what tuh do anyone , for tmr , i dont noe what will things end up like. its scary. Arghs !

anw , TODAY IS NEW YEAR ! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! sorry , i got no mood for any new year wishes or anything. finally i can say this month , im turning 18 ! hahahahs ! my birthday is coming :D heh heh heh. shall end here. take care everyone ! all th best ! BYES !
SCREAMED at Friday, January 01, 2010