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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
MY BIRTHDAY is JUST 2 more days away! hahahas.

2 more days and i'll be 18 lerhs. hehehe. fast hor? LOL. well , very long never update lerhs. hmmhmms. things happened btwn me and my ROmance , Sher and her Yang. Love r/s sucks for me and Sher AT FIRST. but now Sher and her Yang okays lerhs. so glad for her lahs. last weekends were at Bugis. BORING ! met Sher , Jonas and Deping last sat for movie at Bugis , then Sunday , met Sher , Kelle , and my Romance at Bugis , AGAIN! OMG. -.- well.things btwn me and her okay lerhs lahs. dint really tok things out. but , hmms , idk how tuh say lehs. Cass told me that Kq has a bf , but Kq explained everything tuh me lerhs. finally , me and her okay lerhs and im so HAPPY :D so i sent Kq home and tuh my surprise , her parents let me in her house and sitsit. then i just sit at th living room and play with th baby luhs. LOL. so cute lahs ! omg. then wait for Kq tuh prepare tuh go back tuh SGH , and then i went back tuh bedok lerhs luhs. LOL. gonna wait for Kq tuh come out for her outing again.

life is so boring for me now. everyday go sch , aft sch go Eunos tuh meet Cass and fetch her go back SGH. then after that head back tuh Tamp library tuh do my hw , after that go and fetch Anna aft work and go home tgt with her. thats all i do during th weekdays. LOL. BORING rights? =/ you noe what , i finally passed my Maths class test. 13/18 :D although not very nice marks but at least pass lehs. LOL. i got study wan hor. LOL.

I noe you still love me , but why must you keep pushing me tuh Cass? will you really be happy if i patch with Cass? i dont care if you dont mind that i patch with her , what i care abt is do you really wanna see me tgt with her mahs? why must you be so wei da tuh let her have me , and let yourself suffer alone? you noe i hate tuh see you like this mahs? i cant deny , it hurts tuh let you go and im sorry for always hurting you. from th past till now. i just dint have th courage tuh face up and admit my fault , but now , i will okays. i noe all th faults started with me. you should noe why i let you go , becos you made me disappointed again and again. YOU LIED tuh me , so many times , that is th only reason why i let go. it isnt becos i found Cass thats why i let you go , it isnt becos i dont love you anymore. you said that you wanna help me patch with Cass , but why? why would you still treat me so nice , trying tuh matchmake me and Cass , aft so many times of me hurting you? i noe you dont feel gd , but why must you hide? i cant deny that i still care abt you , and i still syg you. by all my actions on Sunday im sure you can tell. or rather , you can feel it , cant you? you noe i still care abt you , still love you , dont you? you can act as if you dont feel anything , but my heart can tell that you are hiding. hiding all your feelings. i really dont wish tuh see you being hurt by me. i asked Cass tuh pass msg tuh you , tuh pass so many hurtful and nasty words tuh you , and when you come out , you still can tok tuh me so nicely , you still can treat me so nice. if i were tuh say that i have never been touched by what you did , im lying. i appreciated whatever you did. im not a heartless person. yeahs , i admit , behind you , i did alot of nonsense with many other girls. i noe its my fault. im sorry. i noe i have hurt you , i noe im a bad guy tuh you. i dont worth your love. i hurted you , i used harsh words on you. you said that you dont hate me , but i hate myself for hurting you. I'm sorry that i cant be th one, i cant bring you happiness. maybe when you let go of me you will feel better bahs. forget me girl , im sure you can find a much much more better one. if it hurts you tuh love me , i would rather you hate me. take care girl , im still here for you , even though just as frens. i still care abt you.

shall end my post lerhs. take care peeps. byes !

* i noe its my fault
im not good enough for you
You deserve someone better
and I'm no one tuh make you suffer *
SCREAMED at Tuesday, January 26, 2010