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Friday, November 13, 2009
Wed ,
went tuh work at 12 noon. all th way tuh 10PM. wahs , 10hours straight lehs. can go crazy siahs. was so dead beat lerhs by th time i went home. But Baby came tuh my workplace outside tuh see me work. so swt of her rights? LOL. Heh heh. den drawn smth for her while i was working. gonna pass it tuh her th next time i meet her bahs. aft work i msg her and ask her where is she , then she tell me that she watching movie with Kevin & frens at pasir ris. was quite pissed off by her lahs. & had a little tiff with her , AGAIN ! wth ! everyday also must quarrel one lehs us. tired luhs. then lepak with colleagues after work , & they could tell that i was very moody. they kept asking me what happened & so told them th full story. they gave me lots of advices.
Thanks guys. you noe who you all are. Thanks for being there tuh listen and care. much appreciated ! :DD
then Me , Yan , Teresa , & Anna walked over tuhmac and grab a bite. aft that , tgt walk tuh th bustop tuh take bus. i acc Anna take bus home , cos we stay very near each other. then went home tuh bath and slp.

Thurs,
woke up at 12 noon, then bought breakfast for my family and myself.aft aeting , went tuh bath and left house at 3PM. went tuh find Baby at her house. reached Baby's hse at abt 4PM, then slacked and *whatever* with Baby till 5plus. omg , my stamina is running out ! 1 hour only then feel tired lerhs. hahahahahahshashahs ! went tuh work after that. reached workplace at 6PM. luckily wasnt late. LOL. then work all th way till 10PM, lepak with colleagues , & went home tuh bath and slp.

Today ,
woke up at 12plusnoon. then went tuh eat my breakfast , then msg Baby. aft that , she called me and toked tuh her on th phone till 3PM. Baby gave me her blog email add and pw , and i went in Baby blog tuh see see. found out that she used tuh love a malay guy call zaki derhs. then tagged Baby nonsense. LOL. after that , here i am lerhs luhs , updating my pathetic blog. later still gonna work. yeahs , tired lehs. sighs. shall update again soon bahs. gotta run lerhs. take care peeps.

went in tuh my blog and tried tuh go see Her blog , but , realise that She changed Her blog link lerhs. sighssss. why must She do that? am i really bothering Her life? i didnt do anything , i didnt go and fan Her , i just didnt do anything , besides watching over Her silently , keeping myself updated of whats going on with Her life , & i just wanna noe abt Her life. is that too much? i dint expect Her tuh bother abt me , i dint expect Her tuh stop seeing that Zhu , i dint expect just anything. yahs i noe She love Him , i noe th way She treated Him is like so way DIFFERENT from th way She treated me and has been treating Me. She care so much abt Him , while towards me , ta ba wo bu dang yi hui shi. He is impt in Her life , while I'm nothing more than a flea in her eyes. Her words were harsh , & she were cruel like nobody's business. nothing could describe how i felt , besides th word HURT. I noe I'm stupid , i deserved it , cos no one ask me tuh be loving her still. i was th one who asked for all these hurts myself , & im gonna blame no one besides my own stupidity. but its not easy , tuh say forget jiu forget. cos i have always been trying tuh , but have never been able tuh do it. those memories i had with her , have been etched deeply in my heart. Girl , Just tell me why. Why cant you be like my Baby? take care my love , i noe you are leaving for sure , & i cant make you stay. you have found someone special , perhaps someone who is truly better than me. & so i noe , i gotta move on , WITHOUT turning back my head , tuh watch over you. becos you are so happily living under His care. You have been and are Happier than i tot you would be. therefore , im very rest assured tuh carry on walking through my life. i cant deny that i cant bear tuh turn my back against you , & it hurts since i have done that , i still love you , but at th same time , im letting go slowly. i noe i had , cos at least this time round when you hurt me again , I DIDNT CRY___*
SCREAMED at Friday, November 13, 2009