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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday ,
woke up at 11plus. then went tuh meet Jonas at MS at abt plus. waited for her from 3 till nearly 4 luhs. but nvm , she is sick. so i understand lahs :D then we went tuh eat at MS mac, my old workplace. heh heh. saw my last time derhs colleague ^^ after that , we went ard MS , while waiting for Baby. Baby was at Chinatown. then at abt 6 plus , we trained tuh Outram Park tuh meet up with Baby and Fenny. Then 4 of us cabbed down tuh sengkang , Fenny's house. then sitsit at her house , tok tuh her mom , then we tgt with her family went tuh compass point. wen there tuh shop for their things. went back tuh Fenny's house to eat dinner , then me , Jonas and Baby cabbed back home at 12plus midnight. Baby paid th cab fares for us. Thanks Baby ! im sorry tuh make you spend so much money on me. D: $23+ derhs cab fare lehs ! wth. so ex luhs. lucky have my Baby with me. then Baby sent me back tuh my house , she waited for me at my hosue outside while i went in tuh put my things and all. after that , pei Baby go 7-11 buy drinks. ^^ then she walked me back home. so swt of her rights? LOL. But th sad thing is that , Baby is just NOT Her. T.T then Kevin came tuh send her back home lerhs luhs. while i went up tuh bath and slp liaos.

Tuesday,
went tuh work at 12 till 6PM. then went tuh meet Jonas at Parkway, after that , me and Jonas kup cab go down tuh ECP , Xiaoer's chalet. ther got Aubrey , Meibao , Winnie , Sher , Kelle , Kelle's Bf , and th rest idk lerhs. then went there tuh toktok , slack slack , and me and Baby quarrelled again. Zzz. my prepay low lerhs then her fren still playplay with me on th phone. wth, macde me very Dulan siahs. then i sent her very harsh msg, th way i tok tuh her also like shit. after that , th later part , then get tuh noe that she went tuh ECP cos she wanna give me a surprise. & th quarrel starts with some misunderstanding. so i asked her tuh reach home lerhs then call me , i wanna slear things up with her. then i went back tuh th fun at th chalet. actually , th chalet quite sian lahs. beside toking , nth i could do lerhs. thats why didnt ton today at th chalet. reached home and bath , and at th same time when i was bathing , i was toking tuh Baby on th phone. i on loudspeak & tok tuh her derhs. style hor? hahahahs. then now just put down th phone with her niahs.

went tuh see her blog, and realised how afraid is she tuh lose Him, how important He is in Her life, how much She treasure Him , how caring is She towards Him , how He brighten up Her day with ramdomness and a simple msg like "guai <3" color="#6600cc">last but not least , Ta you duo zai hu Ta. i cant deny that , as i read through her blog , my heart is breaking , and i felt like tearing , i just dont noe what exactly im thinking, and i just hate tht feeling. How can He do that???? i just wanna noe HOW ! i really dont noe this kinda Her who is so nice and good towards him , cos i have NEVER seen her like this tuh me before. NEVER ! hen sad horhs? sighs. Just too bad i'm not Him , and Baby's not Her. its all just too bad. have been thinking of her , even when im with Baby ytd. walked passed mini toons and saw Pooh bear , and i tot of her again. Fenny's mom wore Pooh bear derhs shirt ytd, and becos of that , i became very friendly tuh her mom , and even took a pic of her mom's shirt. shall post it up later. LOL. i noe i may seems tuh be CRAZY, but i just cant help it. Call me crazy , call me blind , tuh still be suffering thats stupid after all of these time. Did I lose my love tuh someone better? & does He love You like i do ? you noe i really really do. yes , i've been crying since th day , th day you went away. I noe you love him , I noe , & I wont say anything. I 'll stand there and watch you , watch over you , wherever you are , whatever you do , and whenever I can.
SCREAMED at Wednesday, November 11, 2009