hurts after hurts *

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Last Monday ,
met Teresa & Anna at CGH , then we 3 went tuh visit Yan at th hosp. she kena admitted. then after that i went tuh work liaos. Teresa actually dont want me tuh go work derhs , kip psychoing me not tuh go work. LOLOLOL. but no choice , i cant paidao already. so went tuh work but late. worked till10plus then went tuh meet Anna and sent her home :D after that went tuh eat at coffeeshop. then went tuh find Shalini at her house cos she is my neighbour who stay at th same blk as me. chatted with her & tok cock with her , & reached home at abt 3plus AM. she called me & again we toked on th phone. i can hear frm her voice that she is very tired lerhs ,& i asked her tuh slp but she dont wan , she say she wan tuh tok tuh me & hear my voice. LOLOL. step touching only. then i finally made her go slp lerhs , then went tuh bath and slp too :D

Last Tuesday,
woke up at 10 plusAM then went down tuh buy breakfast for my mom & myself . aft eating then went tuh bath then went tuh find Shalini at her house. sat at her house while waiting for her tuh finish bathing and preparing. Omg , girls are always girls ! take hours tuh doll up themselves! =.= then bring her with me tuh meet Anna at 7-11. after that we tgt go CGH tuh visit Yan but me and Shalini dint visit her becos of some reasons. so after that , i teman Shalini go back Bedok HQ tuh take her urine test.saw her fren & so her fren followed us. then went tuh her fren house tuh watch video then me and her train down tuh Bugis tuh meet Jonas and co. went tuh eat at th food court then went tuh play arcade cum walk walk. after taht , abt 8plus PM, me and Shalini trained back tuh her house. slacked and toked tuh her mom. :D then went tuh staircase there and toktok tuh her & whatever with her. but dont anyhow think , i never A-Z with her lahs , not even Y yet. LOLOLOL. slacked with her at th staircase there till 12plus midnight , then she teman me go down bus food for my mom. after that i went home tuh bath lerhs jiu slp lerhs. i must say that i love tuh FEEL her , and she is a gd KISSER. LOL !

Last Wednesday,
was down with flu , & woke up as late as 12:15 PM cos i took th flu medicine, supposed tuh work at 12 noon , but overslept. then rushed tuh bath & work. reached workplace at abt 1PM and worked till 6PM. after that went tuh eat with my colleague Zana , then went home tuh bath lerhs. after bathing , went tuh Shalini's house. She was SICK too , & so i took care of her. aft that i brought her for a walk at a park nearby. we were holding hands and walking in th park. & i could feel th sweetness and ROMANCE. th way that she touched me , hugged me , kissed me , she gave me a very strong and RIGHT feeling. th feeling is so right, and i enjoyed that feeling. it was quite a long walk, then we sit down & tok at a bench.and we whatever again lahs. after that went tuh her house and we A-X. LOL. her sister was lying down at th matteress beside us then. hahahahs. after that she teman me go down eat. then i sent her home and went home after that.

Last Thurs,
woke up by my mom at 10 plus. then went tuh buy Barley for Shalini. she was sick. then slack with her for awhile then went tuh work liaos. worked full swing & im sick. sighs. then went tuh Shalini's house & A-Y. right infront of her sister somemore at th living rm.her sister was watching TV but we pandai pandai lahs , so th sister never witness th whole process but i think she suspected it lerhs lahs. i was sitting down and she was lying down. what a position ! first time in that position luhs. LOL. after that again she teman me go down eat then i sent her home lerhs. went home and bath and slp :D

Last Friday,
went tuh work at 12-6, then went tuh eat , after that went tuh find Shalini at her house but she was not at home. then went tuh look for her and found her at blk 101. then big thing happened btwn me and her. was kinda sad thing lahs & i actually cried infront of her. sighs. we had little bit of a Heart To Heart . then everything went back tuh normal & i went th her house & we again , 3 rounds this time. hahahahahahs. quite enjoyable lahs. she is a gd player on bed mans. i love it , th way she moves and everything. after that , went tuh eat and i home swt home.

Last Sat ,
worked from 12 - 10. after work went tuh find Shalini at her house again. my Ex , Nordiana , who is also her buddy, & another girl was at her house too. then slacked awhile then go home liaos.

Last Sunday,
woke up at 8 and went tuh find Romance KQ at Woodlands with Jonas. went up tuh her hse doorstep and toked tuh her secretly. she helped Wyn tuh hiong out th letter for Jonas and she herself also wrote one tuh me. found out alot of things , and was kinda touched by her letter lahs. miss her mans. Dx then we left her house at abt plus tuh meet Sher at Causeway Point. then tgt bused down tuh SGH cos Wyn asked ppl tuh pass msg tuh Jonas tuh wait outside SGH at 630. then we waited outside luhs. saw alot of HL / outing girls returning back. hahahahas. miss th life inside mans. waited for Romance KQ tuh go back also. Her dad sent her back thats why i cant tok tuh her , only can look and wave at her. sad hor? DDxJonas helped me tuh shout tuh my Romance , and Sher tuh shout tuh her Ray. hahahas. and of cos she also shouted for her Beloved and Fondly Missed derhs Xiao WynWyn lahs. hahahas. saw Romance at th staircase and look down at me so i waved at her. then she shouted tuh me that she miss me. was very happy :D hahahhas. i miss her too luhs. she go up band 2 liaos. so th next 2nd week she can come out for HL again liaos. ^^ miss her mans, cant wait for her tuh be out. so aft shouting , me , Sher and Jonas ran tuh th bus stop. Sher is th most humji one down there , scared kena caught, hahahas. Ray also got shout for her too & i guerss Sher must be very happy too bahs. hahahas. then we took bus tuh Panjang tuh visit Xiaoer at her house. Her leg was seriously injured.
To Xiaoer : Take care alrights? get well soon :D
then after that Sher and Jonas pei me go eat. adter that me and Jonas bused home lerhs. spent th whole day at outside , tired mans !!!

Monday ,
met Jonas at Tamp inter at 2 plus PM. then folled by meeting Baby. than Jonas' fren Yupei came too. after that we 4 ppl went tuh eat cakes at my workplace , Tamp 1 Secret Recipe :D i ate th moist chocolate cake. nice mans ! love melted chocolates ! then Aubrey came tuh find us too. aft that we went tuh walk walk and all. then awhile later Baby need tuh go lerhs. then we carry on with our window shopping. Sher dint come tuh meet us. Wth ! then after that went tuh find Anna and pei her tuh break. treated her eat lunch. then went tuh work at 6 till 10. then sent Anna home lerhs , i went home and bath and slp lerhs.

Tuesday,
OFF from work , and went tuh meet up with Anna at 7-11 at 1PM. then tgt with her , bused down tuh Katong tuh meet up with Jonas , Sher and Deping. then went tuh Sing K at Katong Shopping Centre. quite cheap lahs , each person need tuh pay $6 for th drink & th room. then aft that we pei Sher go down Bugis tuh buy her thing , then bused tuh Bukit Merah. went there tuh eat Mac :D then slack slack till 10plus PM me and Jonas jiu bused home lerhs. reached home at abt 11plus. toked tuh Cindy on th phone for awhile jiu go slp lerhs. so long never tok tuh her liaos. LOL. but this time is diff lerhs :D

Today ,
went tuh work at 12-6. then aft work went tuh eat and here i am lerhs , using com in th lan shop. tot of meeting my Baby just now , but she was at Bugis and i lazy tuh go find her lahs. so here i am luhs. lots of things happened and i have not been having th time tuh update my blog , so today since i end work early , i decided tuh one shot update luhs. hahahas. tmr im working again at 12. Zzz. i miss her now. sighs. but now , idk who i love truly , and who love me truly. im just very LOST and everything is just very COMPLICATED. very hard tuh trust any girls anymore. but maybe this time round , im going tuh pursue for my Romance bahs. yahs. waiting for her tuh be out again. miss her so much. cute lahs she :D okays lahs , i wanna blog off lerhs. going home soon. take care everyone :D

Once again we toked tuh each other on th phone , but this time round th feeling is diff , from th past. you told me abt you and Him , but th feeling of Jealousy wasnt that strong lerhs , at least not as strong as th past. ytd i went tuh sing K , and sang alot of emo songs. Wo bu pei , An jing , shuo hao derhs xing fu ne , hurt so bad , Dao dai , wo hui hao hao guo , etc etc. i must say that i did have those flashbacks , but at least this time round , I DIDN'T CRY. I'm so proud of myself that I could be this strong :D However , i havent meet you for so long , i still miss you so.

SCREAMED at Wednesday, November 25, 2009