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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Ytd ,

went tuh play bball with my brother. :D i love bball mans :D played till 10plus PM then headed back home. wahs , it was kinda late lerhs lahs. read Cindy's blog & found out that she was very sad , & heartbroken becos of JH. then an idea popped out in my mind , so i ask jonas & Cindy tuh call in my phone & conference. then we toked alot of thing luhs. Cindy , for th first time , & i hope it will be th only time , cried till so painfully on th phone. hearing her cry , made me wanna cry too. i really hate tuh see her like that. me and jonas tried tuh cheer her up & comfort her , but tuh no avail. she may act as if she is alright lerhs , but i noe , deep inside she is not. sighs. why did all these happen? my heart felt so painful tuh hear her cry , seriously , it hurts. & i never ever wanna see her cry anymore lerhs. NEVER ! wo derhs xin zhen derhs hen tong. but i pressed on. i dint show out , i used anger tuh cover up th pain. i shouted at Her, i scolded her , i toked tuh her in a harsh tone. last night was th first time i ever shout at her. But it was becos i really dont wanna see her like this , i wanna make her wake up.

I'm sorry Girl. you noe i didnt mean tuh shout at you derhs , but becos i care & hate tuh see you like this , i had tuh get you out of these shit that he brought you. I dont wanna ask anything from you , but i have just 1 request ; would you promise me tuh take good care of yourself , be strong & stay happy always , no matter what happen in th future? It hurt me tuh see you cry, frankly it does.

How did He make Her love him till so deep?? Why He can make Her love him till so deep but i couldnt , no matter how hard i used tuh try?? Maybe , I'm indeed a failure, cant even grab hold of Her heart like how He did. He must be feeling proud tuh have made a girl love him so much , But Why did he chose tuh hurt Her again? Why?? what rights does he have tuh hurt her? ta ping she me shang hai ta?

after talking tuh jonas and Cindy , Katherine & Jo called me , & we conferenced. we talked abt Chris derhs thing. & lotsa craps lahs. LOL. So , ended up i slept at 1plus AM last night. Tired mans ~

Today ,

went tuh sch as usual , but was extremely TIRED. slept for th first 1&half hour , then disciplinary teacher caught me & brought me out of my classroom. Zzz~ then i act one i sick , then th teacher let me go home & rest. HAHAHAHAS ! after that , i went tuh canteen tuh eat , ALONE D: left sch at 9AM. LOL ! very early hor? HaHaHas. then bused down tuh Tan Tock Seng there tuh see doc. after that , bused down tuh Bedok polyclinic tuh see another round of doctor. what a DOCTORY day is today luhs. LOL ! waited for my queue for damn fucking longggg ~ =.= had a heart test , &... Idk lahs. Dont wanna say abt it lerhs lahs. well , all these thing are fated. but th annoying part is that during th heart test , i had tuh remove my shirt & everything , then th nurse paste so many stickers with wires connected around my "CHEST" , hands and legs. wth , naked lehs. my camera can zoom in tuh th nurse's pores mans. damn paiseh luhs. Dx after see doctor , went tuh find my dad at th coffeeshop , he ordered KFC ^^ after that , went home lerhs luhs. Sians ~ shall blog off lerhs. take care everyone.

~ 2 days ago , you told me that you love me , but 3 days later , i heard that you still loved him. So who had you exactly love all along? Did You fall in & out of Love so fast & easily? ~
SCREAMED at Tuesday, October 13, 2009