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Monday, October 12, 2009
YTD ,



went back home at 11plus PM. hahas. then went tuh bath lerhs , jiu upload photo then slp lerhs luhs.



Today ,



went tuh find Jonas at her house. she was still slping when i reached her house. Wth ~ Zzz. Ps ahs Buatoh , wake you up early in th morning. hahas. then tell her everything abt me and "her". was kinda emo lahs. after that , wrote a letter tuh Cindy. a pretty long letter , probably th longest one i ever write tuh her ever since i DC bahs. LOL. hmms , wrote everything , my TRUE feelings and thoughts inside th letter. LOL. then Cindy suddenly msg Jonas and say that she read my blog till very DULAN. =.= so Jonas ask me tuh clear things out with her , & she ask her tuh call in. so me and her toked on phone luhs. hahas. but when she first started th conversation , she was like toking tuh me in her a very happy , or rather hyper mode. so , no mood for those unhappy and emo stuffs. LOLS. then from there we carry on with those joking joking derhs stuffs luhs , dint really tok anything out lahs. Laugh Out Loud :D tried my best tuh tok tuh her like toking tuh a normal fren , & it was kind of weird lahs. Maybe i have been just forcing myself tuh tok tuh her like normal fren bahs? but i think that wil be better bahs. HAHAS. tried very hard not tuh mention anything abt me and her derhs past. Cos i dont wanna think abt it lerhs. then she msg me , & her msgs all also got say abt those things. but i tried tuh treat her like joking , so i replied in a joking manner , trying th change th topic. But , She still kept on toking abt it. so , i pekcek , i told her alot of things lahs. LOL. dint wan tuh tok abt it derhs , but she made me so pekcek. She noe abt what me and KQ did on th day i went tuh KQ house there lerhs. So yeahs , like that luhs. toking tuh her , made me recall all those memories back again. haish. actually th past few days i have been having flashbacks & all. & it always hurt me when i think of those memories. made me feel like crying. but i noe i gotta be strong & move on :D actually i've been trying very hard tuh move on lerhs , although i cant say that i now totally no feeling for her lerhs , but , im trying my very best tuh act normal & as if nth happened. got tuh noe that she still love HIM. felt so disappointed at first , & so heartpain. whatever i have done for her , nan dao bi bu shang what JH did for her mehs? I Dont believe that HE love her more than i do luhs, seriously. I dont believe that he can treat Cindy better than i did , & whatever i have done for Cindy , I Dont think he will do it luhs. Cos i believe that i loved Cindy more than he does. He has once hurt Cindy , & im afraid that he would do th same again. hopefully wont bahs. but lets see luhs. Wo na li bi bu shang ta siahs? WTF ~! QI GEK arghs ! nvm , everything btwn me & her also over lerhs , so whoever she choose tuh be with , go ahead luhs. just wish her all th best in everything bahs. wo xiang wo ke yi xi guan yi ge ren shen huo , sui ran wo zhi dao hui hen xin ku , but i noe i can do it. & hopefully i can bahs :D okays lahs , shall end my post here lerhs bahs. take care peepo. ciaos ~
SCREAMED at Monday, October 12, 2009