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Sunday, October 11, 2009
im back tuh blog lerhs. ytd night after i blog , kat called me and told me that my brother Chris missed th last bus home lerhs. then she has nowhere tuh go for th night lerhs. so , i ask her tuh ask Chris tuh come my house here , i pei her ton. see i so good rights? hahas. then Chris lost her way on th way tuh my house. so i walked very far just tuh go find her. LOL. very tired siahs. i just finish work very tired lerhs then some more she still make me walk so far tuh find her. she better appreciate mans. hahas.

To Chris : Bro , you dont sad sad lerhs lahs , im sure if you can prove it tuh Jo , she will accpt you one day. Dont Give Up ! :D Jiayou ^^ I support you , but you gotta use your actions tuh prove it tuh her lahs, dont you ever dare hurt her hor , she is my JIE lehs ! xD take care.

then ytd night went tuh fetch her from idk where. then we went tuh 7-11 tuh buy fag. hahas. after that slack at my house there derhs staircase luhs. fag , tok cock , tok on th phone with Jo, messed around and all lahs. LOL. then she half way fall aslp , pangseh me alone there tuh entertain myself with my phone. WTH ! so bobian luhs , she too tired lerhs. i at there zilian with my phone luhs. took retarded pics. hahas ! too sians lerhs lahs. hahas. then 4 plus AM , i went in tuh bath , cos i gotta wash my working uniform , if not today jiu cant wear tuh work lerhs. after that , went out again tuh wake her up. then sent her tuh my house there derhs bus stop. pei her wait for bus. then go home slp liaos. i also very tired lerhs siahs. what th hell.

Today ,

woke up at 2 plus PM. then went tuh brush teeth then eat my lunch. Mom bought Beehoon :D after eating , msg Vivian and she told me that my romance wanna break up with me becos of Cindy. Haish. idk what tuh say abt LOVE lerhs lahs. wanna give up lerhs. WO TOU XIANG ! Why , just went i have told myself tuh let go of Cindy , & that i already have KQ , so I must focus more on her , then this kinda thing crop out derhs? KQ is th one i have always put hope & trust on , & tot would not hurt me , & yet i heard all these from Vivian, saw what other SGH girl write one th blog that KQ like YANPING. wth is this? Even my only hope for LOVE is fading away. what else can i do? yeahs , ppl asked me tuh ignore th both KQ & Cindy , & be back tuh my old self who everyday go sch , after sch play bball , go library study then go home. but i was like this already , when i was still going on fine with KQ. why does everything just changed? haish. i really dont noe what tuh say lerhs. ppl ask me tuh go find new girl , Cindy & KQ are not th only girls on earth. but I DON'T WANT ! I dont want tuh find any girls , i dont want anyone. i just wan a girl who TRULY love me , understand me , accept me for whoever i am , & will never let me go , is that so difficult? can someone just understand, that i just need a girl who TRULY LOVE me , & would not hurt me ? haish. im really very tired lerhs. im speechless too...

after that , i called jonas and she scolded me. she said alot of things , alot alot of things... haish. why cant ppl just try tuh understand me , & try putting themselves in my shoe and think for me. how would they feel? No one understand me , NO ONE ! im sick and tired of all these. really , im just tuh tired tuh carry on. haish. after toking tuh Jonas , i went out tuh my house nearby derhs staircase and slack , fag , plus emo emo awhile. alot of things just went through my mind. idk what tuh say. I just need someone who will LOVE me th way i want tuh be LOVED , & NOT someone who lets go of me so easily. seriously , no one noes what i exactly want , and how i was feeling all along.

Now , im at th lan shop , cos my bro using th com. I'm going tuh work real soon , immediately after im done with my blogging. im running out of time lerhs , & money too. shall blog till here bahs. take care peeps.
SCREAMED at Sunday, October 11, 2009