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Saturday, September 19, 2009
ytd midnight , just right after i finished my previous post , i text HAFIFAH and ask her where are they all. here is our text conversation:

HAFIFAH : " At khatib lar. Y? "
ME : " Just asking. Cannot? "
HAFIFAH : " Cnt ah. can disturb her arhs? "
ME : " you huan loh "
HAFIFAH : " Eh i huan loh also i care abt her la please. At least she love me. "
ME : " She love you? your prob la. i also nv ask you , you dont have to tell me
also. Eh halo, i can tell you i care abt her more than you this newcomer bung la ok nb "
HAFIFAH : " please la. so what i newcomer. At least i win her heart over.
ME : " dont step one la ok. you win her heart? you sure? don make me laugh. what did you do for her? "
HAFIFAH : " Step? Haha! Whr gOt time wan 2 step all dat. At least i m a faithful bung unlike sOme ppl Out there. pls ahk. GOt One gal enuf areadi. Wan 2 find more 4 wad. "
ME : " Some other bung out there? You faithful? Zun bo , lets see lo. you dont have tuh care so much derhs. anything still not sua , i'll welcome you here anytime "
HAFIFAH : "Pls la. At least more faithful than you okay? At th very least, i didnt hurt her. "
ME : " Wat more faithful than me? You are at no place tuh compare with me yet la. Well, since when i hurt her? At least i love her more than you do , thats for sure. "
HAFIFAH : " you sure or nt? Ue luv her? Pls huh?! "
ME : " yahs lahs , what makes you tink that im not "
HAFIFAH : " BcOz u hurt her b4. I dun even dare hurt a gal's heart. Haish ! "
ME : " She hurt me much more deeper. & I've once given her my all but did you? "

after that , she never reply me lerhs. Lan Lan ~! wahs , angry siahs. after that i went down tuh buy thing eat. and by th time i reach home , 3plus AM liaos. then go slp lerhs luhs. then this morning, woke up at 1PM. called jonas and tok tuh cindy. cindy dont wan me tuh go find her. idk why lahs. haish. she at night also dont noe will call me mahs. but i dont tink she will call me lahs. haish. idk why lahs !!! arghs ! HEN FAN arghs~~~ i wanna pass a spare phone tuh her yet she dont wanna meet me, she gg meet sarah. haish. nvm lahs , i dont wanna make her think that i wanna force her. then i say ok luhs. then now jonas just called me and tell me that sarah cannot find cindy. wahs, where has cindy gone tuh derhs? why she always like tuh make me wry abt her derhs? ytd like that , today still like that. haish. hope she is fine bahs. now raining and she is still sick lehs. im really guilty for not being able tuh be there for her and take care of her at this point of time when she is so weak and vulnerable and need someone tuh be there for her. she has no money , no phone , nothing ! and i cant be of help. i have tuh work later. cant dont go , if dont go , i wil kena fine by my company $2oo lehs. how siahs? T.T i noe im a FAILURE , cant even take care of "her". Im sorry , I noe I'm useless.

hope you will noe how tuh take care of yourself bahs. how i wish im by your side now. but i cant. im sry mitang , i really am. call me soon , im worried sick. even though i may act as if i dont care a fuck abt you , but you noe deep inside , wo shi hen zai hu ni derhs. just that i chose not tuh show it out. i have been controling myself not tuh care too much abt you , if not you will find me "FAN". but th fact is that , i cant stop myself from worrying abt you and caring abt you.

~im struggling deep inside. take care of yourself bahs. IMISSYOU~
* 090908 ,, I'm still waiting for you tuh open up your heart for me once again *
SCREAMED at Saturday, September 19, 2009