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Monday, September 28, 2009

SAT ,

went for COUPLE DATE with jonas , wyn , me and MI TANG. :D morning i cooked main xian for my MI TANG. prepared HL MILK for her too. :D sweet right me? my AI XIN BREAKFAST. LOL! gathered at jonas house first, then set off tuh vivo. can say it was not as perfect lahs. but at least better then nothing. LOL. Dint get tuh watch until movie D: but nvm lahs. went tuh eat at asian kitchen. jonas and wyn eat niahs , i and MI TANG never eat. not hungry lahs. hahas. morning ate liaos. xD then after that , went tuh fag, walkwalk, see see luhs. SIAN rights? th whole week have been walking non stop. =.= WTH ! ENDLESS WALKING ~ then after tat , we bused back tuh jonas house. went tuh prata shop tuh eat. damned hungry lerhs. haas. bought fag also. so buy this buy that till puo chan liaos. cant wait tuh get my pay :D eat lerhs , jonas , me and MI TANG jiu pei wyn cab home luhs. WTH , damn far lahs cans. then alight from th cab , my MI TANG suddenly vomitted. she hasnt been feeling that well. TAKE CARE YEAHS? pei wyn tok tok at her house derhs staircase with jonas and MI TANG all. fagged , tok cock, and jump here and there like children. hahas ! =X okays lahs , had fun luhs. hmms. MI TANG isnt happy at all ! Dx i HATE tuh see her like this ! i dont wan tuh see her cry , dont wanna see her sad , just dont wanna see her in this state. it breaks my heart tuh see all these happening tuh her. but yet i cant be of help. this kinda feeling just sucks totally. arghs ~! i dont noe why is all these happening mans. haish. i just hate tuh see her like this. really HATE ! trained back home with jonas. by th time i reached bedok, it was already 12:31 midnight lerhs. and th last bus left at 12:30. wth ~ =.= so bobian luhs, had tuh walk home.

SUN ,

woke up at 10AM , called jonas and met her at aljunied MRT. then tgt trained down tuh boonlay meet MI TANG tuh pass her her things. then went tuh MOS burger cos jonas wan tuh eat. after that , MI TANG go off with her fren sheena lerhs luhs while me and jonas trained down tuh woodlands tuh find KUANQI. intended tuh clear things out with her and all but things just got so messed up ! Dx called MI TANG using my hp and on loudspeaker then tgt, me , KUANQI and MI TANG toked luhs. COMPLICATED lahs ~! made me felt so STRESSED and FRUSRATED ! then jonas and me pei KUANQI and her family go causeway point walkwalk. then LITING came over tuh find us. walk walk till 4 plus , LITING and jonas went off first lerhs luhs. so left me alone with KUANQI and her family luhs. KUANQI sent me tuh th inter tuh take bus at 5plus. & im working at 6 ! wahs , DAMN SUPER LATE lerhs lahs cans ~~~ took 168 straight back home tuh change and off i go tuh work. reached workplace at abt 7:30 , can you imagine how late i was???!!! kena warned by my manager siahs D: then worked all th way till 10PM. then went home tuh bath and slp lerhs luhs. next day have tuh go sch mahs.

MONDAY ,

went tuh jonas house tuh find MI TANG after sch. then slack slack at her house till abt 4 plus , then we went tuh eat mac luhs. MI TANG paid for us. D: dont like siahs. i dont like tuh spend gals' money derhs , ESP HERS ! then jonas walk me and MI TANG tuh th bus stop tuh take bus. MI TANG wanna take 30 tuh jurong , while i have tuh take 14 back home. so reached home at abt 6PM.

TUESDAY ,

met jonas and MI TANG at jonas house there derhs bus stop. then again , we 3 bused tuh lavender MRT tuh take train tuh AMK. cos jonas wanna fetch LITING back tuh SGH. then while waiting for LITING tuh come meet us , me , jonas and MI TANG went tuh pepper lunch tuh eat. after that , LITING came , and so did MI TANG's cousin. as LITING was in a rush tuh go back SGH, jonas pei her back first while me , MI TANG and her cousin walkwalk ard AMK hub. waited for jonas tuh come back AMK hub meet us till very long , so MI TANG decided tuh ask jonas take cab tuh AMK hub , she will pay for th cab fare. somemore her cousin need tuh rush down back tuh YEWTEE cos she has tuh go back tuh sch. jonas reached lerhs, then again we 4 ppl take cab tuh YEWTEE tuh send MI TANG's cousin back tuh sch. again , MI TANG is th one paying. X.X then after that , me and jonas pei MI TANG take bus tuh JURONGPOINT, cos she need tuh go back tuh her fren house tuh take money. so we waited for her at JURONGPOINT luhs. slacked & fagged as usual. sians =.= MI TANG had moodswings which i dont noe how tuh react & what tuh say, how tuh approach her and cheer her up. this kinda feeling just SUCKS. tuh be frank , I DREAD for her moodswings cos it will only made me feel so LOST , CONFUSED , DISAPPOINTED , and all sorts of feelings lahs. too many tuh describe. so i also moodswing lerhs luhs. dint really tok tuh her lahs. then me and jonas left JURONGPOINT at abt 7plus. trained home and reached home at 8plus gg tuh 9PM. bath and called MI TANG tok on th phone. slept at ard 1AM. tired siahs !!!

TODAY ,

ended sch at 2PM. then heard from my classmate JUNHAO that he got taiji with a guy call CHEN LONG. so i KPOKPO go see show luhs. JUNHAO called her brother come down tuh our sch outside tuh pui with CHEN LONG. then also nth happen lahs. JUNHAO's brother's GF tot i was a GUY and she dont believe that im not. hahas !! funny lahs she. then they just pui th thing , then i see until very sian , so i went off first tuh meet clara and MI TANG at tampines luhs. we pei clara go find her thing & all. then trained down tuh bedok inter find jonas. cos jonas wanna kup fag with me mahs. meet her for awhile niahs then me and MI TANG send clara home luhs. slacked at clara house nearby derhs void deck. toktok , listen songs. clara cried D: she very stressed abt her family thingy too Dx then MI TANG also at there stressed abt money , and stuffs. then i alone one bung mian dui these 2 EMOED gals X.X after that , i pei MI TANG walk tuh TAM inter luhs. she cried while toking on th phone with her fren T.T felt so helpless again. tried tuh comfort her but tuh no avail D: D: D: she asked me th go home first. but i insisted on following her , cos i cant possibly leave her alone tuh cry. i noe she needs someone there tuh be with her. then she stop, and insisted on me going home. feeling so PEKCEK , FRUSTRATED , PISSED OFF , i relented and i just walk off luhs. went tuh play bball cos i wasnt feeling that good. STRESSED UP ! so play bball for awhile tuh relieve my stress Dx reached home at abt 7PM. toked tuh SHEENA on th phone. then here i am , blogging lerhs. haish.
these few days things have not been going on well for me , and my MI TANG. MI TANG is homeless , jobless , penniless and has nothing with her tuh survive. facing tons and lorries of problems with her life , and family , etc. as for me , i have been stressing over my family , money , schoolwork , my job and my COMPLICATE cum CONFUSING LOVE LIFE. just too many problems and stress for me tuh handle ! I'm tired of all these lerhs , and i also need a break too. haish. worried abt alot of things , & one of them is abt HER well-being. arghs ~~~~~ blog off here lerhs lahs. take care everyone , and pls pray for th better for me. thanks !

SCREAMED at Monday, September 28, 2009