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Saturday, July 18, 2009
hellos. im here tuh update again lerhs. hahas. i just came back luhs. hahas. just now went tuh see doctor then you noe who i saw? i saw my BIE !!!!! hahas. damn happy siahs. hahas. then i tok tuh her luhs. hahas. miss her so much siahs. i got letter for her but couldnt pass her. mak usha on duty lehs. wan die ahs? hahas. seriously , now im damn confused.. i just received letter from K.Q. she told me alot of things lahs. basically , SWEET TALKS. yeahs. but i dont noe if she mean it not. then i also received my MI TANG (cindy) letter. she write until like she wanna patch with me like that. her letter was QUITE touching lahs. well, i nearly cried while reading but... haish. i dont noe lahs. everyone seems tuh be asking me who i love.. but th fact is that i also DONT NOE !!! STRESSED lahs cans DX a part of me wan my MI TANG back , a part of me wan tuh try out with K.Q , a part of me is longing tuh see my BIE.im now stucked in btwn my MI TANG , K.Q and my BIE. so what should i do? i really dont noe lahs. :(( im sry if i happen tuh hurt anyone. i dint mean it though. but im hurt too !

i wan tuh be with my MI TANG back , BUT im SCARED tuh be hurt by her again. i really had enuf of hurts from HER lerhs. really !!! i cant deny that im touched by her letter but... i dont noe lahs. haish. ! wait till she come out lerhs then say lahs. she say she miss me and all. but i dont noe if i should believe her not. ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY. she ask me if i still love her , i dont noe also lahs. yeahs i always think of her , miss her , wanting tuh go back tuh th past and all..but.. in my heart , there is still this fear existing. i dont noe how tuh describe it lahs. but i noe its just there.

as for K.Q , ytd i have been shouting tuh her luhs. hahas. had a chat with her. but my dorm and th whole block was noisy and so quite hard tuh hear her voice lahs. her voice so SOFT somemore. LOL. i changed rs with her tuh ROMANCE lerhs ytd. hahas. cool? hahas. yeahs. waiting for her tuh come out for her HL luhs. wanna bring her tuh movie. :) just me and her niahs. :D touching rite me? hahas. next wk she coming out liaos. hahas. miss her lehs. hahas. lets see if she can prove it tuh me that she wont hurt me like how th rest did, MAYBE i will give her and myself a chance? NOT SURE yet lahs. cos currently im still UNSTABLE. in a FUCKING DAMN CONFUSING STATE. "my heart is beating for 3..." smart ppl will noe what i mean by that sentence. hahas. NOTE : im not saying anyone stupid ahs :) yeahs.

as for my BIE, haish. i can only say that i miss her ALOT ALOT ALOT. damn much. really cant accpt th fact that she go back tuh admission. i think im PHYSICALLY attached and addicted tuh her lerhs bahs. i have 2 letters yet tuh pass tuh her. wait till she it out from sickbay lerhs then pass tuh her bahs. hehes. miss her lots lahs. just now saw her that time i managed tuh touch her stomach. actually wanna hold her hand derhs, but that stupid kanjiong spider susan down turn back and look at us. so have tuh geisiao geisiao abit lahs. hahas. wonder which dorm will she go. pls ahs, dont go back tuh anygel 4 mans. her RAHSIA there mahs. fuck shit so black luhs. yucks luhs. so ER XIN !

and now here i am. blogging. hahas. just now i hiong all my letters out lerhs. nv body check mahs. hahas. one whole stack. hahas. still got some more derhs. but i haven hiong out yet niahs. next week will be my last HL in SGH lerhs. im left with 12 more days tuh DISCHARGE liaos. happy is happy lahs, but im more STRESSED than HAPPY luhs. family things upside down, school thing like WTF, etc lahs. STRESSED mans. haish. im so SCARED tuh discharge luhs. =/ okays lahs. i guess i shall end here lerhs. shall update again soon. take care peeps. byes D:
SCREAMED at Saturday, July 18, 2009