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Sunday, May 17, 2009
loving someone who dont loves me and not loving someone who loves me is STUPID...
hey peeps. im here tuhh update again((: 1 month dint update lerhs , and alot of thing happened in that 1 month. all UNPLEASANT things so shall not tok abt it anymore lerhs bahhs. ytd i just came out after 1 month of suspension. hahahas. ytd went tuhh cut hair becos my DM caught my fringe and made me cut it until like so helmet head. so ytd went tuhh cut hair again luhs. at least it look better now. ((: today i woke up at 11am. hahas. then went tuhh get something tuhh eat. after that i went out tuhh meet my lover katherine at her house there. then together with her , we went tuhh meet my BUATOH adeline at tam mrt. we went tuhh tampines one walk walk , see see, and joke around with all those lady lady things. katherine is th only gal , me and adeline are all bungs. hahas. so we these two bungs are just behaving like monkeys , joke and laugh around. hahas. we messed with those lady lady outwear and stuffs, pretending that we want tuhh buy those lady things. FUNNY. hahas. it has been so long ever since we meet up , just th 3 of us go walk walk , and its been so long ever since i was this happy lerhs. seriously , i really enjoyed th outing with them just now. hahas. very long never joke until like that with my BUATOH lerhs. hahas. HAPPY(((((((((((((((: adeline wore a black formal top , with a white berms. and me , i wore a grey formal top , with a black skinnies. as for katherine, she wore tights with i dont noe what top, it look BIG.. hahas. so from tampines one we went tuhh tm popular tuhh buy things. i dint buy anything becos i cant find th thing i wanted tuh buy. but katherine bought file and her things luhs. hahas. after that , we went tuh huhu then katherine had tuhh go off for dinner with her sister. so left we two bungs , me and my BUATOH adeline. hahas. you noe why i cal her BUATOH? try pronouncing th word "BROTHER" with some kinda WEIRD slang, doesnt it sound like , BUATOH? hahas. thats th reason why. me and adeline are BROTHERS. hahas. so after my lover katherine went off, me and adeline went tuh tm 77th street becos her theres some probs with her lighter and she wanna see if th 77th street ppl can help her with her lighter. after that , i went tuhh shop around , finding a BELATED mothers' day gift for my mom. went tuhh alot of shops tuh get a suitable gift for my mom but couldnt find any. so we went tuhh century square tuhh continue searching for a suitable gift for my mom. and finally we found a shop that has what im looking for. so i bought a soft toy flower and a mothers' day card for my mom. hahas. after tat , we went tuhh tam inter mac tuhh buy mac for my mom. after that, adeline followed me back tuhh my house. i passed my mom those things and then jiu go my house downstairs slack with my BUATOH adeline lerhs. slack slack awhile , then i sent adeline tuhh th bustop cos she wanna take bus home. pei her wait for her bus then i go home lerhs luhs. hahas. saw my teacher when i was on th way back home. hahas. by th time i reached home , it was already 9plus pm lerhs. hahas. then went tuhh bath and here i am, blogging! hahas. guess what , im attached again lerhs. hahas. im currently attached tuh a gal name cassandra. she is a gal from gals home too. hahas. well, i cant say that i love her cos i jio her out of anger , frustrations , and etc etc lahs. but since i have already jio her lerhs , then i will give her a chance tuhh prove tuh me that she really love me luhs. hahas. as for cindy , actually i still love her lahs. haish. but after so much thing happened , i really dont noe how tuhh love her lerhs. she made me so CHENG XIM lerhs. whoever who has her blog link , go and read her blog and you wil noe why lerhs. not only things she wrote in her blog lahs. alot of things lahs , thats why im so CHENG XIM with her lahs. haish. i noe she dont love me. its obvious enuf. haish. my heart for her is almost DEAD lerhs. haish. but i noe by my heart that i still love her. just that... haish. i shouldnt have love her luhs. haish. forget it lahs. theres nth i can do also mahs. i cant possibly force her tuhh love me mahhs. i think she still havent forget abt JH i noe she has been think and missing JH all along. haish. i noe ALOT of thing lerhs lahs. haish. maybe tuhh her , anything tuh do with ME doesnt concern her anymore lerhs. or it has NEVER concern her at all before. i dont noe lahs. fuck lahs. arghhs. everything is just so complicated. kaes lahs , shall end here lerhs. im tired lerhs. take care peeps. tmr have exams. shall turn in early today. shall update again soon.

-i love you but does it even matter now?-
-loving someone who dont love me and not th one who love me is real STUPID but i just cant help it-
-i'll try my best tuhh let u go-
SCREAMED at Sunday, May 17, 2009