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Saturday, April 4, 2009
CONFUSION---
hellos. im here tuhh update again lerhs. monday i went back tuhh that hell and i saw cindy in my dorm lerhs. but i dint tok tuh her much lahs. when i went into my room, my dormate arniza came and told me that got ppl write letter tuhh me under my pillow. then i ask her who wrote derhs but she ask me tuhh just go read niahs. surprisingly, th sender was Cindy. i read th letter half way then i went tuhh bath lerhs. i just put th letter aside luhs. den i pass cindy her things luhs. she said thank you but i dint say anything. i just walk off cos i dont noe how tuhh tok tuhh her. after that i bath finish lerhs den i continue tuhh read bcak th letter luhs. in th letter she said alot of things lahs. shall not go into details bahs. haish. no point going into details lahs. after that i in th dorm i acted as if i was very happy and have got over her lerhs , i tok tuhh my fren until very loud and happy. haish. cos i dont wan tuhh let her noe that im broken inside. that will only make her feel guilty niahs. i dont wan. i wan her tuhh be happy. thats why i have tuhh do that. haish. den cass shouted tuhh me. i shout back tuhh her luhs. me and cass relationship is "dar" mahs. so i called cass "dar" luhs. after shouting tuhh cass, i went tuhh play com. i showed cindy th things i did for her. after that she wrote me a letter , she said that " NI SHUO FANG QI JIU FANG QI, ZHEN DERHHS YOU NA ME RONG YI MAHS?" den she also got say ask me if i noe how she feel when i call cass "dar" mahs. she say until like she still love me like that. my fren also got tell me that cindy tell her that she still love me. i shan't mention name but all i can say is that th person is th same dorm as me lahhs. actually quite happy tuhh hear that lahs. haish. but she seems tuhh be so cold tuhh me lehs. haish. seldom tok tuhh me also. but nvm lahs, i noe its awkward lahs. haish. cos we just break only mahs. haish. then when i show her th things i did for her, she saw my "ex gf " list then she saw patrina name in th list. wahs, shit mans. then i faster push her away from th com and deleted th list. haish. i kept denying that i dont noe who is patrina cos i dont wan her tuhh anyhow think. i dont wan her tuhh misunderstand anything. just now i came back for hl that time i wrote a FS msg tuhh her tuhh explain tuhh her abt patrina thing. hopefully she understand bahs. haish. everyday after sch i will walk 3 bustops derhs distance just tuhh buy her lollipops and smuggle in for her cos she like tuh eat lollipops mahs. wahs, you noe how far i have tuhh walk mahs? wth luhs. until my leg wanna break also got lahs. cos around my sch there is no mama shop mahs. all bungalows and private housing. so no choice have tuhh walk until so far just tuh buy lollipops for her and end up i always late reporting back. but for her , nvm lahs. i dont noe why until now i still love her siahs. haish. why is it so hard tuhh forget her? haish. i will try my best tuhh forget her derhs lahs.heard that she wanna meet a guy during her next hl. haish. which is 2 weeks away from now. haish. sadded siahs. GUY lehs. wtf. argh. what can i say? nothing luhs. cos now im just a fren tuhh her niahs. haish. heart pain siahs. haish. den wed all th way she treat me is like very damn cold and in addition, she type in th com that she is a weird gal who is IMPOSSIBLE tuhh get. wahs, at that point of time i was like th whole person sink like that lahhs. haish. arghhhh. den i became very emo lerhs. cried all th way. but i never show my tears infront of her lahs. as i said , i dont wanna make her feel guilty for making me sad. haish. shall not tok abt this lerhs lahs. haish. today afternoon i went tuhh tam inter tuhh take my huhu from my MOW RONG'S gf, BERLINDER. with that irritating SHI HUI. hahas. i wore until quite slack tuhh meet them luhs. cos tam only mahs. dont need tuhh dress up nice nice derhs. hahas. just wore a formal shirt and a berms with a slipper luhs. lols.den went back tuhh meet my parents at th coffee shop luhs. hahas. went tuhh eat lerhs den go home lerhs luhs. hahas. shall end here lerhs bahs. i going tuhh go downstair buy thing lerhs. shun bian meet my fren Joey go huhu. hahas. take care peeps. tmr im going back tuhh that hell lerhs. arghh. stressed mans. haish. byes)):

-is it wrong tuhh still be loving you?-
-is there really no more possibility for you tuhh fall for me again?-

4th april'09

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SCREAMED at Saturday, April 04, 2009