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Sunday, March 29, 2009
hurts after hurts , trying tuhh force myself tuhh be happy just becos i dont wan you tuhh feel guilty for hurting me...
im here tuhh update again lerhs. hahas. this week actually nth much lahhs. haish. have been studying luhs. hahas. poa test coming again lerhhs. i wanna top th class lahhs!! >.< well, Cindy is coming down tuhh DRS lerhs. haish. i really dont noe how tuhh face her siahhs. haish. ytd she broke with me. 290309 2:24am. haish. was damn heartbroken lahs. haish. but i act as if im alrite. but actually deep inside im tearing and bleeding. haish. me and her coming 7 months lerhs den she break with me. haish. at first she dint go str8 tuhh th point and tell me that she wanna break with me , she just beat around th bush. haish. she say that cass really love me, do alot of thing for me , and do alot of cb thing out of jealousy. haish. she kip persuading me tuhh go with cass. den i ask her if she is trying tuhh initiate a break up and she say yahhs. wahs, at that point of time i was really damn broken lahs. but i just remained silent i dint say anything much. i cried like fuck in silence , but i tink she also can hear that im crying bahs. and she kip asking me not tuh cry , and ask me if i hate her mahs. haish. i noe she was trying tuhh cheer me up and she feel guilty for hurting me. haish. honestly i really dont wanna let her go derhhs but since she chose tuhh let me go , there is nothing i can say or do lerhs. i have tuhh respect her decision. haish. i dont noe. i really dont noe. haish. i just too tired and hurt lerhs. haish. kinda disappointed that she will initiate a break up tuhh me lahs. haish. at first i tot me and her can last this time round derhs but it seems that im wrong lerhs. haish. ytd nite i cried myself tuhh slp. end up wake up my eyes abit swollen like that. haish. its seriously hurting me too much lerhs. haish. until i dont even noe what i should say lahs. haish. but she say that me and her can still be frens. cant be lovers but can be frens. haish. i hope that she will still treat me as fren bahs. haish. as long as she is happy can lerhs bahs. haish. i tink i go back dorm i just gonna do my own things and ignore th rest bahs. haish. cos i really dont wanna care so much lerhs as it will only hurt me more. haish. take care peeps. shall update again..

-you left me for good, and its seriously hurting me too much.. i'll try my best tuhh forget you cos i wanna see you happy-

29March'09

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SCREAMED at Sunday, March 29, 2009